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todayy:
small yogurt and granola parfait- (gonna guess it’s AT MOST) 250
iced coffee w/cream and splenda- 80
spicy rice- 300
broccoli- 20?
potato salad (ugh)- 140
total: 740
but
i played street hockey for a bit and walked home from school so
not all bad :p
so uh i got to day 4 then had a huge binge on the fifth day, so im going to just keep my intake under 1000 and fast occasionally.
started the abc diet yesterday so
day 1:
apple- 60
ravioli-480
exercise- track team, im willing to wager it burned at least 40 calories lol
(about) 500/500
day 2:
lettuce with mustard and pepper- 40
2 jolly ranchers- 40
dinner will probably be soup, i should be okay(:
EDIT
i had a small salad (210, it’s one of the ones from costco with walnuts and feta and raspberry vinaigrette. me gusta :3) and some homemade vegetable soup (180)
and 3 bites of pie (50?)
exercise- walking home from school (i live like 2 miles away) -75
total= 445
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everyone on the thinspo tag is talking about their healthy and low calorie meals and im just sitting here like
here’s a list of what i had for breakfast:
___________________________________
and for lunch: __________________________________
o.o”
yay for killing myself slowly?
that’s what this is all about anyway. i cant self-injure anymore, so ill destroy myself some other way.
more reasons to lose weight?
two shirts ive wanted online…
=$75
and they wont look good on me or even fit unless i lose 10 pounds
LET’S GO
intake
breakfast- slept through it
lunch- chicken noodle soup (small cup)- 150
baked crisps (1/2 bag)- 98 kcal
dinner- double chocolate kraves (3 cups cereal 1 cup skim milk)- 550
total: 800
exercise- ran a mile this morning (-75?)
+lots of water and green tea as always.
i know i shouldnt have had so much cereal but dear god have you ever had this stuff?! it killed my sweet tooth which is nice.
mom tried to make me eat a few madelines earlier, but i threw two out and chewed and spat one because i couldnt resist.
i feel like i binged super bad today because the cereal was rich, but hey. this isn’t bad at all o.o
old stuff
bleghh
fasting sucks.
day 2 today, ive been drinking mainly tea and water, plus one glass of skim milk and one glass natural juice a day so i dont pass out like last time.
yay~
i kind of like feeling so lightheaded though, ah. it’s like constantly being slightly buzzed @.@
this might be tmi but other girls who restrict will understand
you will never fully appreciate pooping until youve been anorexic.
never
ever.
you all know it’s true :P
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i don’t get it.
ive been under 1,200 calories every day this week, as well as running, and i’ve actually gained weight.
hoping it’s muscle or that time of the month is near :/
